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Solace of the Shadows

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

:: exhumed 9:08 AM

There comes a point when self-tolerance reaches a ceiling and you have to step back and do one of those seperate evaluations. I keep hearing all these stories of success and it gets me all psyched up for a grand total of 5 minutes, and then I go back to coping with my self created workload and exaggerating just how heavy it really is. Sometimes it gets so easy to fall into the trap of being so fixated on the outcome that the whole process of how you're gonna get there seems to dissipate, and you end up not getting very much further.

So why don't I make like my course modules advocate and do some short-term objective setting (by August):

1) Learn excel beyond knowing how to add and multiply
2) Learn enough Arabic to survive a day in the Middle East

Long-term:

3) Treat the people that matter much better than the current weak excuse of an attempt to do so

As always, I am grateful that Fatin is there to lend direction and purpose. I think you're the only one who reads this anymore, and I hope I don't let you down somehow.


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